All I do is play on my pc and stay on my phone ,im doing ok at school but my mental health is only getting worse im kinda chubby and I’ve been trying to fix it but I can’t guys at my school keep making fun of me and I’ve gotten used to it lately I’ve been coping with cigarettes. I know it’s bad for me and stuff but it’s the only thing that can calm me down for a little bit i like a friend of mine and she is sweet but I’m ugly and we can never be together and I know it I don’t want anyone to help me but I just wanna know if anyone like me is going though this