I was at work while she stayed home stewing in an episode that was about to blow up in my face and I didn’t even know it. Poured water on my PC/monitors…destroyed all my microphones… cut all the cables… stabbed my Yamaha HS8 monitors
cut up my guitars.
Honestly there’s no way I can afford any of this right now.
After a long days work I just wanted to come home and chill with my daughter while I played Forza and because of her mental health that goes untreated I have to suffer. The one thing I had to myself that I built up over years gone.
I feel so broken and reduced to nothing man.
shes gone
but so is everything else
my pc sat with water just filled up for god knows how long before I got home
I have drained everything but Im pretty sure it’s over.
I just dont think i’ve fully realized it yet hahaha
Honestly just wanted to rant.
thanks for listening to a former fuckin pc user I guess.