Last year I lost a friend to the big 'C'. We're both still quite young (in our '30's). I still don't really know how to process it so I started making a game where you play a newborn God casually smiting non-believers for the sake of gaining more power, while fighting for souls against rival Gods and unlocking more and more powers.
It's a sort of satirical coping-mechanism on the fragility of life and if there is a God, maybe we're just pawns in a big game.
The game is pretty fun though and I think Ed would have liked it.
Here is a link to the Steam page: https://store.steampowered.com/app/3574250/Idle_Gods/
Let me know what you think!